Title: are you crazy to want this, even for a while?
Summary: It’s the rough not funny really really painful laughing that happens when everything’s fucked up and messy.
Spoilers: A tag from ep 1.14 "Hell-o". All about Finn.
Disclaimer: Not mine. Never mine. Sark=mine.
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She didn’t want drama, and there she goes running off the stage like they’re in a really old movie or one of those Broadway plays or something.
He barely makes it backstage and alone before dropping on his ass and laughing, laughing as hard as he can. Except it’s not the good kinda laughing, like when he watches “Superbad” or when Britt screws up a knock-knock joke. It’s the rough not funny really really painful laughing that happens when everything’s fucked up and messy.
The awful sick feeling laughing that makes his throat hurt and his mouth bitter and he just feels like crying, even though it’s totally not cool.
He’s really sick and tired of drama, because that’s all his life is now, like one big messed up TV show that comes on in the afternoons, the ones he watches when he’s faking sick. He wants everything to go back to how it was last summer, when he was a football star with head cheerleader girlfriend and his best bud and no damn glee club bringing drama and painful laughing into his life.
And when the tears come, he just presses his eyes into his jacket sleeve and laughs some more.
Maybe she didn’t want drama, but here it is anyway and it’s him that has to suffer.